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hoskuld's avatar

personally i don't believe in 'hope' and it isn't what animates the things I do. i act from some variety of glee, spite, seeking humor or amusement, the pleasure of destroying horrible things, the pleasure of changing environments, the pleasure of acting with/living with/being among other people or life forms. i look for connective opportunity and the enjoyment of nonhuman life, being willing to listen to environments that are supposed to be 'useless'.

i don't like the concept 'hope' because it hinges on a future, and/or looks for rational justifications for things. which (the rational calculus of 'what to do') in my life has tended to become more paralyzing than energizing. trying to justify things through 'hope' has felt anxiety-inducing; giving up felt freeing and resulted in me putting way more effort into collaborations with people. if i keep my endeavors playful rather than rational, i feel way more able to keep doing challenging stuff with people even if i have no hopeful story of why it will or should 'work'.

i rly get what you mean on prioritizing the direct physical material world. here are some of my paintings about environments i love: https://compulsories.noblogs.org/paintings/2021-landscape-gouache/

thanks for writing and don't forget to let yrself rest!

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Sarah Ferrato's avatar

I’ve been waffling on the concept of “hope” and its usefulness, and I’ve landed on the act of noticing as a type of hope. Sometimes, I think there is a grandiosity attached to the word that feels too daunting to access, especially as destruction and extinction are accelerated and fed to us through these damn devices.

But I’ve found that looking for the blips, the whispers, the apparitions of hope have really helped build a sort of discipline in noticing. So, here are some from late:

- learning how to build a DIY sterno from a comrade, a person who is so casual about the amount of skills he possesses!

- meeting a friend to organize a room at Rhizome rather than get coffee and their excitement to do a thing together!

- receiving a late summer garden bounty, knowing this person thought of me when they gathered shishitos and maypops!

- laughter filling a space

- the changing leaves and their satisfying crunch!

- the smell of autumn!!!

- stargazing! We are so, so small and part of a sort of constellation

- hearing about your bird friends!

- the beautiful, difficult work of accountability and repair!

- bringing friends from many different times of life together and watching bonds form!

- people insisting on creating art in the face of it all!

- dreaming up projects and bringing them to life, together!

- cotton candy clouds! I will never get over Midwest skies, especially as the seasons change.

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