The startling wave of temperature—twenty days later I no longer remember if it was hot or cold—as the radioactive dye was injected into my veins to give the MRI more contrast.
Well that's embarrassing and frustrating. The wrong photo got sent out for the newsletter. It's corrected on the website but all the subscribers got a weird photo of me in swim trunks at a random pier in Split, sorry! Maybe it was that south wind, changing the file names...
Jun 1, 2023·edited Jun 1, 2023Liked by Peter Gelderloos
Now i must see that photo. You tease.
But seriously, what a great text again. Thanks so much for sharing it and for the vulnerability, that is so fucking strong as you know. I wish you all the best in your healing process. I have been chronically ill for years, that's the slow grind version, the frog in boiling water version of what you might be having to go through (although i can only presume). In the end it's all Social Murder, finally something useful from this Engels fellah, capitalism kills and will keep killing until we finally dismantle it. Since Medicare for All is statist, and all care for all people a bit nonspecific, the aim will have to be to build robust mutual aid and communal care networks. We must do this. And the pandemic would have been such a great opportunity to get us started. Helas. I feel lonlier than ever, because ALL my former friends have turned out to be abelist assholes. Fuck. Sorry for rambling. So far the best text on this awful eugenic mess has been written by a fucking Communist [sic], of the Marx/Engels school of thought as he hastens to add in bellow podcast. But i so wanna read yours and Raechels and Davids [rip] and Margarets take ... Yes, may i request a text? Oh hell. I think i might come down with another crash. Love you! Get well. I hope. https://soundcloud.com/lastborninthewilderness/nate-holdren
Love the mechanic! What a legend. Thank you for all this Peter. I hope what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. Sending some healing thoughts your way.
Well that's embarrassing and frustrating. The wrong photo got sent out for the newsletter. It's corrected on the website but all the subscribers got a weird photo of me in swim trunks at a random pier in Split, sorry! Maybe it was that south wind, changing the file names...
Now i must see that photo. You tease.
But seriously, what a great text again. Thanks so much for sharing it and for the vulnerability, that is so fucking strong as you know. I wish you all the best in your healing process. I have been chronically ill for years, that's the slow grind version, the frog in boiling water version of what you might be having to go through (although i can only presume). In the end it's all Social Murder, finally something useful from this Engels fellah, capitalism kills and will keep killing until we finally dismantle it. Since Medicare for All is statist, and all care for all people a bit nonspecific, the aim will have to be to build robust mutual aid and communal care networks. We must do this. And the pandemic would have been such a great opportunity to get us started. Helas. I feel lonlier than ever, because ALL my former friends have turned out to be abelist assholes. Fuck. Sorry for rambling. So far the best text on this awful eugenic mess has been written by a fucking Communist [sic], of the Marx/Engels school of thought as he hastens to add in bellow podcast. But i so wanna read yours and Raechels and Davids [rip] and Margarets take ... Yes, may i request a text? Oh hell. I think i might come down with another crash. Love you! Get well. I hope. https://soundcloud.com/lastborninthewilderness/nate-holdren
Love the mechanic! What a legend. Thank you for all this Peter. I hope what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. Sending some healing thoughts your way.
Rats. I missed that. And dammit you’re just going to have to stop making me cry.
Not really...